I am so so glad that Bea's out of her procedure and is fine! It's a good sign that she's got that interest in her food already. Sending so much love and well wishes to you and your beautiful trio
I was just going to reassure you that you are doing everything you possibly can and giving so much more than you ever thought you could or would need to, to look after your fluffy babies and I'm sure they know that. They love you back and I'm sure they understand how much you're doing to look after them. They couldn't have a better, more loving owner than you. I think although there are risks and it is worrying, I feel like you had to take that step to find answers and help them as the alternative at this point seems like they wouldn't get better without getting that info. Not that that makes it easier in the moment!
It is a horrible, long, draining road that you have been on but I just want to be another person who is here for you and let you know how amazing and strong you are! Honestly, your thread almost brings me to tears because I know how you're feeling. It's not fair, at all, and I completely understand how it makes you lose your love of having piggies
It's not very long ago, I was in the same place, going mad with mine, constantly at the vet spending all my money, and felt the same that I couldn't have more piggies or even other pets afterwards because it was too hard and emotional. That's completely normal and I'm sure you're not alone in feeling that way after everything you're going through. You will get through this. Your piggies will get through this. And there are more happy times ahead! You will feel all those good things about having piggies again and the good will outweigh the bad.
I know it's so hard right now, but stick with it, carve out time to look after yourself and have breaks. I don't know if you sometimes find it hard to look at them and be around them when they're sick and you're right in the middle of it. I unfortunately did and had to distance myself from them sometimes to cope with the emotional overwhelm
I'm here if you need someone to talk to. You can always message me. I know not everyone who isn't a piggy owner like the lovely people on this forum, don't always understand and it can feel quite isolating.
I'm sure helping Bea's fluid on her lungs will help her a lot in her recovery. Hopefully you'll see an improvement in her soon as that is treated. Fingers crossed the test results give you answers so you can get rid of these horrible germs too! I think some people have found they needed a combination of antibiotics. That's probably already been mentioned and sounds like you have a better vet fighting your corner with you now.