I've been thinking about you and Fudge all day today. Really praying she copes well with it. If it's any help at all, I personally would go with the surgery as well, it's the only thing you can do to at least give her a chance while she's well in herself. But remember no matter what, you've made this decision in Fudge's best interest. If the worst happens, she'll go peacefully and will know how much she's loved and cared for. We're all hoping for the best, Fudge is such a little fighter I'm sure she'll pull through. X