Hi, a few days ago I posted about my guinea pig Robin. at first I thought it was just hay in his eye and he looked fine and better after I cleaned it...now his right eye is kind of wet and he’s all hunched up and fluffed up... I know exactly what’s going to happen..doesn’t want to eat sometimes, I gave him critical care, or rather home made...I took his oxbow pellets and added water to encourage him to eat. Doesn’t wanna come out of hidey and isn’t acting himself. just all the classic signs of the...Inevitable. I am trying to make it as comfortable as possible for him. I understand that Vets can help... But they also come with a large price tag. Robin is almost 4 years old.... he’s getting up there.... In my situation I don’t want him to suffer so I am leaning towards euthanizing...He has diarrhea but I think it’s the poop from his critical care since it’s soft, then again I’m not sure.... He’s just not himself and......I worry… When getting robin and Ziggy, I knew the risks at the time I had enough money to take those risks. Now at this very moment I have stuff going on in my life and that stuff consist of money issues. Life happens unfortunately. No I cannot borrow from anyone. But one thing I can do is put him rest, at the very least. I ask of no judgment just understanding... As angry as it may make you. Please try to understand my point of view. My dog got very sick. she is 9...I had to give her to a rescue A few days before Christmas...that was the hardest thing to do in my life. It’s like giving up a child. The sacrifice of my happiness led to her being better... And that’s all I want..... A few days into 2021 my cat died of old age. She was 9 As well...I was going to drop her off at the shelter to get help (wether it be put to sleep or taken care of…but I was too late.) I’m doing the best I can.... I just....I don’t feel okay. Robin is such a drama queen but he’s no longer that queen. He’s just not OK. What he has might be cute but almost $200 for bloodwork is not OK for me right now. There are no rescues here. I can’t just take him somewhere. I have to sit and watch and wait on hold and tell him how much I love him until that time comes. There are no rescues here. I can’t just take him somewhere. I have to sit and watch and wait and hold and tell him how much I love him until that time comes...I feel like I’m drowning. Ziggy will be Alone once he’s gone...I can’t get any more piggies. I refuse to. But I will give Ziggy as many snuggles as he wants. So he doesn’t feel alone. If anyone has tips let me know I guess. But right no I’m just...waiting.