piggieminder
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I am sorry. Sending you my very best wishes.
Well we are off to the vets today for BB to be PTS, the appointment is just after 2. It’s at our local exotic vets but it’s not an exotic vet doing the euthanasia, so hopefully it will all be done correctly as it makes me a little nervous. The pain hasn't been easy to manage as it is, however yesterday evening and all through the night to this morning, the pain just won’t subside despite extra pain relief. There’s no way we can manage it for a few more months when it’s barely been a week since we saw Simon and he’s been in pain for at least 5 hours a day at the minimum - it's just not fair or acceptable. I’m so devastated, absolutely heart broken, and trying to keep myself calm or else I’ll be sick. I'm just so sad for him, he doesn’t deserve any of this, he’s been through so much in his life that he deserves a life which is long, happy, and pain free, and I’m so upset that he won’t get to have that. It’s a very sad day over here.
yes, this is exactly it. I keep going round it in my head, hoping I made the right choice but like you said, there’s no good choice in this scenario, just one that causes the least suffering and that’s what we chose xxOh BB, I'm so sorry. You were a beautiful little fellow and you had such a difficult condition to live with.
Sometimes there is no 'good' choice, and we're left with choosing the one which causes the least suffering.
All our love x