Drama Queens.

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Danzava, you sound a lot like me in ways. XD I was bullied non-stop from the age of six, to the age of 16. (And even then some at college, where I dropped out the first time around, and just plain failed the second time.) Verbal, physical, emotional, sexual abuse from a scarily large amount of people every day for over half of my life.

It really does mess your head up and make it difficult to do things. I should be a happy person - I'm outgoing, eccentric, social, love to entertain.. But because of my experiences, I suffer with social anxiety and whatnot. It still bothers me a lot now that I'm 18. I have only in the last couple of years managed to start doing things by myself, but I still become very easily paranoid and terrified. Trains are one of my biggest worries, but luckily I have a very understanding partner who won't let me travel alone yet. She is always happy to go out of her way just to meet me at a station and lead me the rest of the way.
 
karenrgpr said:
Do you draw guineas DanzavaR?
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not in a serious way lol, i have a dark sense of art and a comical one but my dp is of my two guineas! Although ill always have a blast at drawing something!

and Darky i can see where your coming from! first time i ever travelled alone on a train was last june for 50 miles and i was terrified! Then i did it again for 136 miles which was even worse! i was so parnoid about things and very nervous about all the people! But it was all to meet my girlfriend so it was worth it! (whi i met on the internet) I still feel if i met her in real life to begin with we would never have been together!but I'm a negative thinker so it just happens xD

Fortuantly i never got picked on in college but i was surrounded by alot of so to say, i hated going into the main building because I'm vbery paranoid about what people think of me and it feels asif they are starring all the time! Seems my ipod takes all that feeling away though most the time as it diverts my attention to the music and not the people!
 
I use my ipod to drown out my kids squabbling and it does divert your attention away from any worrys or problems, wonderful invention
 
michellemuffin said:
I use my ipod to drown out my kids squabbling and it does divert your attention away from any worrys or problems, wonderful invention
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lmao, i use mine to drown out my dads moaning and arguin with me to clean up. i tell him i got it down low so i can hear and just reply ok, every few minutes.
 
I used mine when it worked to cut off my hubby waffling on,if he wanted to contact me he would have to get in touch thru a medium lol
it totally sucked when it broke but i tend to come up here on the comp now out of the way of his crappy football etc
 
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