There are sadly things that are out of your control. You can try to do your bit to make the world a better place in various small ways, but you can't make the world a heaven on earth! I have piggies that have been rescued from a horrible life and there are still lots out there suffering, but I can't change that! I have already two dozen rescue piggies (as many as I can cope with), either sanctuary fosters, otherwise difficult to rehome older or cataract piggies, some were stuck in rescue for months for no obvious reason and others that were part of a large rescue action flooding out a rescue. A couple are here because their loving mum died.
All I can do is to give them the best of lives while they are with me for whatever time they have, but that is making all the difference! You have given Moo the happiness and love that he has craved and cherished all the more
because he knew the difference and deeply appreciated it. Light shines brighter in darkness, and so does love.
It is not easy to come to terms with your loss because you still care so much about Moo in all respects. He will always stay a part of your heart and your life.