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squeakywheeky
I have always been overweight and since having my baby 2 and a half years ago I put even more on. I was 14 stone. I'm now down to 11 and a half and looking OK but not feeling good about myself. Since last summer I have been trying to turn around areas of my life that i'm not happy with. These are not big huge problems compared to what some of you all have to cope with but we have to understand that each persons personal hang ups are important to them.
So I have changed my diet drastically. I have educated myself on what to eat and what not to eat. I m learning how to cook for myself and family instead of ready meals and opening cans etc. I have identified why I obsees and indulge. I try to recognise that I do comfort eat and eat out of bordom and I do 'hide the evidence' which I have had to come to terms with.
Because of the way I eat now my mood has increased and i'm an overall happier person. I can cope with work life and my little girl where as before I was in a real state and probably on the verge of collapse.
Tomorrow then. Well that is the start of the next chapter to a happier me. I am going to start to exercise. Well to 'learn' how to run. I am going to do a training program which will gradually get my body used to paced walking then jogging then running getting me fitter and hopefully also add to the happy hormones in my body.
I need a goal though. I need something to work for. Any ideas? I hope I don't just give up because I have never succeeded in exercising.. but I was a different person before. Wish me luck - i'm going to need it at 6.00am in the morning!
So I have changed my diet drastically. I have educated myself on what to eat and what not to eat. I m learning how to cook for myself and family instead of ready meals and opening cans etc. I have identified why I obsees and indulge. I try to recognise that I do comfort eat and eat out of bordom and I do 'hide the evidence' which I have had to come to terms with.
Because of the way I eat now my mood has increased and i'm an overall happier person. I can cope with work life and my little girl where as before I was in a real state and probably on the verge of collapse.
Tomorrow then. Well that is the start of the next chapter to a happier me. I am going to start to exercise. Well to 'learn' how to run. I am going to do a training program which will gradually get my body used to paced walking then jogging then running getting me fitter and hopefully also add to the happy hormones in my body.
I need a goal though. I need something to work for. Any ideas? I hope I don't just give up because I have never succeeded in exercising.. but I was a different person before. Wish me luck - i'm going to need it at 6.00am in the morning!