Thanks alot to my FRIENDS# [warning moaning]

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I'm so depressed latelty i feel like just stabbing myself over and over. i wish i was a guinea pig.  ;D
no but no smiley faces involved in this, just sad ones  :(

I feel like i have been so betrayed by my best best friend in my whole life.
She comes online, and my friend has gone home that came over, that she dont like. I took a
picuture of me and my friend on my webcam, when she was over and put it has my display picture on msn.
so my best best friend start going
"hahahahaha its fatty!"
so i go "leave her alone shes my mate"
and she goes "well i still dont like, her and she's still fat."
And it kicks off from there, we had a huge row over msn, and we're not speaking now.

So then depressed and annoyed over that, a lad from scouts i no decided to pick at me too.
He's been blocking me and telling me to go away, so like the doormat i am, i ignored him.
But today, after this, i cant take no more. so he goes
Lad: "hi you blocked me!"
me:"no."
Lad."go away."
Me:"what have i done."
Lad:"nothing."
Me:"so you're having ago at me for no reason just for the crack of it?"
Lad:"yh"
Me:"your sick."
Lad: "yep." blocks me....

Now they're was a tiny bit of happiness left inside of me, that i could pull myself
back on my feet left, but that was detroyed to.
I am so anooyed now, its all over my msn name.
so my friend asks me whats wrong,
i no him very well, and whenever i have a problem
he'll hav ago at the person, even though i told him not to.
so i told him i only speak 2 sum1 not on msn.
so he says ok.

then my other friend who does not live in coventry comes online.
and i tell him what has happened. because who does not no the people
who listens, so i put on my msn thanking him for doing that
my other friend is raging and says he hates me, for not tellin him,
and sayin i did not want to speak 2 sum1 on msn, but i go and does this.
i get louds of angry smileys and then he blocks me.
and that tiny bit left to think 'life is good i can get over this' has vanished.

at times like this is when i really need Coco. she was so special and cheered me up.
but now shes when to the bridge, i cannot get her  :'(
at the moment i need a break, from school, from coventry, and from msn, no commuincation with anyone, but my dad
at school I'm getting grief
me and my dad argued last night, and with the stress i nearly ran away, causing him a panick attack and he couldn't breath and nearly died.
the year head dropping me in my gsce papers.
my mum is tryin 2 get custody off me.

i just wish i could get on a plane to australia and never come back, but thats in the summer.
i need to calm myself down, the stress is causing pains in my chest. it hurts not to bad
but i can feel my breathing beginning to hurt, and my left arm to weaken.
i betta finsihed this message now.
 
Have you got a family member you can talk to or a teacher who you get on with at school about this?
I think a lot of what you say here is linked to bullying and when you are low in yourself, bullies sense this and can single you out.

Keep off msn, I know talking to youngsters in my family and friends children, it's responsible for a lot of problems and bullying on line.
Thee is no doubt lot's of help out there for you and if you feel you need to, talk to your GP, they will be able to help you if you are depressed or simply feling a lot sadder than usual. They can show you where to go for caring help and support, there are some wonderful organisations for young people.

Take care and please don't think about hurting yourself, you are worth so much more than that :)

Keep your chin up,
Barbara
 
hey we're always here for you
thats why I'm glad Sars and I have this place,everyone seems to understand everything we each go thru
 
Aw Natnat, I wish I could help you. Remember you are strong, you have been through a lot and come through, these people are not worth hurting yourself over!

My best friend betrayed me when i was 15 and it hurt like hell. You stuck up for your other mate when your best friend was being a b*tch and she's annoyed about it - she should have a good look at herself because you have stood up to her when she was being nasty. As for that lad, he sounds like a jerk. Not worth you worrying over. Lads come and go but your friends are around for a lot longer - I hope your best friend comes to her senses and feels ashamed of herself.

If not, she's not a real friend.

I'm sorry your dad has panic attacks - my brother gets them too and they are scary. Can you talk to him? A cuddle works wonders .....

Hope you are OK,

x
 
the lad who went in a mood told me he was sorry, and he is always there for me. so were friends. the girl came and sed sorry, but i dont want to know. and as 4 that other boy wel..hes blocked! >:(
 
Awwwww I'm sending you hugs sweetie :( Friends can be very cruel sometimes... and sometimes you realise that they aren't worth keeping if they are going to cause you pain like that :( I had some friends like that in school and it wasn't nice... You need to look after number 1 though, you! You are more important than them, so don't let them treat you like crap - you are worth more than that and certainly don't let them make you start feeling ill.... When I suffered with stress I found that the first symptoms were chest pains and felt like sometimes I had problems breathing.... You don't want to go down that road.... If they are treating you like crap then just walk away... they'll want you before you want them...

You're the important one here.... awww you poor thing, they sound soo cruel, if I was nearer and knew you I would go round there and give them a piece of my mind!

Just look after yourself and like some other people have suggested, see if you can talk to a family member, or another friend? It does it good to get it off your chest... and you've always got us on here :)

Keep your chin up x

/BIG hugs

Trace x
 
hope you are feeling much better and stronger show a sign of being weak and they go in for you, but you seem to be getting stronger in dealing with it , good girl, be strong , the ugliest thing in the world is a bully, male female young or old, bullys are the lowest form of life, and who needs friends like that, when people see you standing up for yourself they will want to be your friends choose them wisely,
 
hey girlfriend

we are all here for you and if you ever wanna talk you come here and talk til theres no words left to talk with

you take care of you and we will be here for you too

HUGE HUGS and then some more too

Lainey
Guineas for Life
 
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