Meredith 🌈🌈

holliesky12

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Remembering Meredith 🌈
I really thought it would be years before this post but here we are.

Yesterday, I notice Meredith not being herself and then saw her breathing being a bit harsher than usual. I gave her some metacam and some food stocked up with loads of hay for extra comfort. I took her to the vets promptly today and she got meds as her lungs sounded crackly. I placed her in her house to warm her up and she passed away just like that.

She was only 1 and half years old and her mum was pregnant when she came to me so I had her from the start of her days.

I’m angry , I’m angry at myself if there was anymore I could have done and angry at the world for taking her. She was beyond special and just look at her crazy hair.

I feel like my whole heart has been taken with her and I’m struggling so much with the guilt she was my youngest piggy I have lost.
Any words would be so appreciated to me at this dark time.
 

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I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful little one. Massive hugs to you at this sad time, you filled her life full of love so alas while it was shorter they anyone would ever want, she would have known so much love and care.
Please be kind to yourself there is nothing you could have done to prevent this. Piggies hide illness well and respiratory illness can come on so fast, we have lost piggies in similar sudden ways and the lack of being able to prepare mentally for a loss can really knock you. Take some time to maybe write a tribute to her in our rainbow bridge section of the forum, it may help. Please don’t feel angry at yourself, you are a wonderful caring piggy owner

RIP Meredith
x x
 
So sorry that you have lost your beautiful fluffy Meredith.
Be gentle with yourself as you grieve.
Holding you in my heart ♥️
 
sport_billy said:
I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful little one. Massive hugs to you at this sad time, you filled her life full of love so alas while it was shorter they anyone would ever want, she would have known so much love and care.
Please be kind to yourself there is nothing you could have done to prevent this. Piggies hide illness well and respiratory illness can come on so fast, we have lost piggies in similar sudden ways and the lack of being able to prepare mentally for a loss can really knock you. Take some time to maybe write a tribute to her in our rainbow bridge section of the forum, it may help. Please don’t feel angry at yourself, you are a wonderful caring piggy owner

RIP Meredith
x x
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I can’t help but feel this most intestine guilt she was so young.i feel like I should’ve done more. It all happens to quick and my heart hurts. I lost another young piggy to respiratory infection that happens so quickly and I can’t help the guilt
 
She really was absolutely gorgeous. It's obvious from your post that her life was full of happy todays, sleep well beautiful 💔🌈
 
holliesky12 said:
I can’t help but feel this most intestine guilt she was so young.i feel like I should’ve done more. It all happens to quick and my heart hurts. I lost another young piggy to respiratory infection that happens so quickly and I can’t help the guilt
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Guilt is part of grief and such an awful unreasonable emotion. You really have nothing to feel guilty about, try and be kind to yourself. Huge hugs
 
sport_billy said:
Guilt is part of grief and such an awful unreasonable emotion. You really have nothing to feel guilty about, try and be kind to yourself. Huge hugs
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Thank you so much words I needed to hear i love owning pigs but all the sudden lost and quick illnesses are so difficult
 
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