Gem789
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Just needed to talk to people as I'm feeling quite low and emotional.
On Monday I had my grandma's funeral,it was a lovely service with white horses taking her to the cemetery after the service which is what she wanted.My granny's funeral was the day after and I found it very difficult,I was closer to my granny as I saw her much more often.On the same day I was worried about my 8 year old guinea pig poppy (she was the one who'd had bladder stone surgery in November and was doing really well) as she was turning her nose up at lettuce that morning so I got her out to weigh her and she'd lost just over 50g in about 4 days and I gave her some syringe feed.I asked my friend to come round after work to keep an eye on her and syringe feed her while I was at my granny's funeral.Later in the evening I got her out again and she felt cold and I took her into my mum and she said she thought she was dying.I started hyperventilating at that point,it was such a shock.I put her back in her cage with husboar jimin and I told her how much i loved her.He didn't leave her side and when i woke up in the morning and she'd passed,he was still by her side.I'm just feeling so sad after everything this week.I'm going to try a bonding session today with jimin and my 4 girls.It feels too soon for me but i dont like to see him so lonely.
Heres some photos of the horses at my grandma's funeral
And a couple of pictures of poppy taken a couple of weeks ago
On Monday I had my grandma's funeral,it was a lovely service with white horses taking her to the cemetery after the service which is what she wanted.My granny's funeral was the day after and I found it very difficult,I was closer to my granny as I saw her much more often.On the same day I was worried about my 8 year old guinea pig poppy (she was the one who'd had bladder stone surgery in November and was doing really well) as she was turning her nose up at lettuce that morning so I got her out to weigh her and she'd lost just over 50g in about 4 days and I gave her some syringe feed.I asked my friend to come round after work to keep an eye on her and syringe feed her while I was at my granny's funeral.Later in the evening I got her out again and she felt cold and I took her into my mum and she said she thought she was dying.I started hyperventilating at that point,it was such a shock.I put her back in her cage with husboar jimin and I told her how much i loved her.He didn't leave her side and when i woke up in the morning and she'd passed,he was still by her side.I'm just feeling so sad after everything this week.I'm going to try a bonding session today with jimin and my 4 girls.It feels too soon for me but i dont like to see him so lonely.
Heres some photos of the horses at my grandma's funeral
And a couple of pictures of poppy taken a couple of weeks ago