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Bad luck has left me paranoid and questioning my judgement!

Rachel116

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Ok so to cut a VERY long story short I had a 12 month period of terrible luck and very costly vet bills which has left me absolutely paranoid, I know I’m being stupid but I can’t shake the anxiety.

So I lost my old boy in January due to dental issues and the painful part was every time we thought we fixed it the issues would make a sudden comeback leaving me with this awful sinking panicked feeling. Then in February my other pig Fozzie, got ringworm - we think the new pig was carrying it and where he was so stressed from losing his buddy he caught it. Fine I can treat this, then he has a terrible reaction to the medication - I don’t want to dwell on this but no one would have known this would happen, he was a rescue and very sensitive. He nearly died that weekend. So that lead to 4 months of trying to get him better, the ringworm never completely cleared, Willow my other pig then got it because she was always with him and I couldn’t keep them separated as Fozzie would stress and get worse. Fozzie developed chronic bladder issues and also suspected kidney issues, we were fighting a losing battle and in the end the kindest thing to do was put him to sleep in June. I was heartbroken, I lost my two special boys in 6 months.

So then I made sure Willlow was all clear of ringworm and got Wilbur beginning of August. Now I’m a constant paranoid mess. Even though neither of these two were the ones who were sick. I’m always on edge expecting something will go wrong, the bladder issues left me paranoid so I’m very aware of calcium intake. I find myself constantly checking the pee patches and if there’s any difference I can find myself panicking. Willow has always been a big drinker but some days she will drink over 200mls and then I panic she has something wrong, I even got her scanned as I was so paranoid and of course it was clear! I just can’t shake this worry.

I’m sorry for rambling I’m hoping writing something on here will make me feel better and rationalise it in my head. They are young (1 and 18 months), showing no signs of illness, both healthy consistent weights (Willow 1.3kg and Wilbur 1.1Kg) and show no signs of discomfort ever. Other than Willow’s mega drinking sessions there is no “odd” behaviour so I know I just need to calm down. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I just want to go back to enjoying my piggies. 💔❤️‍🩹
 
I'm sorry you lost your boys, especially in such a short time. Unfortunately too many of our little furry friends are life limited, despite good care, due to irresponsible breeding.
This is the place to vent as we all understand. I also often find myself over checking my boys and fretting about them potentially being unwell as I have a satin and a roan.
 
Firstly I'm so sorry for the loss of your boys 💙💙 and I'm sure many of us have been through situations like this and it's a common reaction. After we lost our Toby at only 5 months, Cookies operation and a loss after 3 days of adopting our Gino I was paranoid about any little changes so certainly don't apologise or doubt yourself it shows you care. Eventually you will find a balance hopefully between being attentive in checks like weekly weigh ins etc and what may be a little excessive. Take care and take time for yourself and we are always here to listen 💐
 
Oh gosh I’m so sorry to read about your two boys - it’s very understandable to be paranoid and worried and anxious
I have felt that recently - sadly sometimes whatever we do things just happen no reason or cause
In time these feelings will lessen and you will feel better
You’re not alone …..we understand ❤️
 
I am so sorry to hear about your boys, it's not surprising you are feeling anxious. I am linking a forum thread that I hope will help you. It has helped me in the past when I have been in a similar situation.

 
I'm so sorry that you lost your two boys 💙💙 You did everything you could for them and you will do everything you can now for Willow and Wilbur. You've been dealt such horrible luck, anyone would be worried about things going wrong again even if there's no evidence that they will. I don't have any advice, as someone who still struggles with pet owner anxiety, but I hope you know that you are doing an amazing job and your pigs are lucky to have you looking out for them and doing everything possible to keep them safe, healthy, and happy. I hope your anxiety lessens and you can start enjoying them again ❤️
 
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